3/12/26

God’s Purposes in Life’s Hardships The Doctrine of Suffering

“So we rebuilt the wall till all of it reached half its height, for the people worked with all their heart.” (Nehemiah 4:6)

I've had the honor of doing life with people who are suffering in SALT, BSF, MNTC, and grace church. I've been reflecting lately on the psychology of suffering and how gaining higher ground perspective can help. This is only possible when we draw near to God however there's significant roadblocks to doing this with integrity. The problem with us and the Solution (James 4:1-10, Prov 3:1-8, 2 Peter 1:3-11)) is really about maturity. I've seen in my life and the life of others that we can fail to grow into our new nature and flourish. That we survive, stay alive, and sometimes thrive is a miracle. In BSF our goal is to magnify God and mature his people.

  • The field is the world, and the good seed represents the sons of the kingdom. The weeds are the sons of the evil one, Matthew 13:38
  • I am not asking that You take them out of the world, but that You keep them from the evil one. John 17:15
  • In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Ephesians 6:16
  • But the Lord is faithful, and He will strengthen you and guard you from the evil one. 2 Thessalonians 3:3

Yesterday I had a divine appoint with a friend who's going through several hardships and beginning to desire a new way to live. We talked about Practical helps to overcome addiction (Allen Carr) and how a way of life that "always felt like me" can give way to a new/better life can give freedom. Jesus came to release the captive and set the prisoner free. A captive is bound by force and held against their will. They may be able to survive in captivity but they aren't free. A prisoner is someone who deserves being bound by force against their will. Jesus can to release the captive and set the prisoner free. 

In Luke 4:18-19 (Isaiah 61:1-2; Isaiah 58:6), Jesus declared his mission was to proclaim liberty to captives, heal the brokenhearted, and set the oppressed free. Fulfilling this prophecy, He came to release humanity from the bondage of sin, spiritual darkness, fear, and emotional brokenness, offering salvation through faith. 

Key aspects of Jesus setting the captives free include:

  • Release from Sin & Guilt: Delivering individuals from the power of sin, spiritual oppression, and the condemnation of the law.
  • Freedom from Oppression: Breaking the bondage of fear, addiction, emotional trauma, and generational curses.
  • Spiritual Transformation: Offering a new nature and enabling people to become righteous before God as a free gift.
  • Fulfillment of Prophecy: Jesus identified this as his central mission, quoting Isaiah 61 in the synagogue to announce that the time of salvation and divine favor had arrived. 
  • This liberation is not just physical, but a freedom of the soul and spirit, aiming to heal those crushed by life's calamities. 
As we study Nehemiah 4-6 we learn that any good and significant work encounters challenges. Pressing deadlines, changing priorities, and shortfalls in people and provisions are pitfalls that often arise between planning and completing a project. Serial setbacks lead many to believe the journey is impossible and the project insurmountable. Others embrace challenges as opportunities that stimulate and invigorate growth.

Genuine work for God faces even greater opposition that can make a task, project, or calling seem like a lashing tempest. Satan, a motivated spiritual enemy, fuels his forces with countless evil schemes and debilitating strategies at his disposal. Fallen humans can also launch a rogue wave of strident opposition. The enemy’s undercover work grows from an ominous ripple to a raging tsunami with an unseen undertow, attempting to drag victims into an overpowering sea. However, the battle belongs to the Lord. In His hands, currents that come against God’s faithful people become catalysts for growth and sanctification. Enduring work for the Lord requires our prayerful planning and His protection. As we turn to God, He equips, encourages, motivates, and matures those who steadfastly trust Him through trials and tribulation. Victory is assured, and the glory is His.

The key for us is to follow Nehemiah's leadership example and appeal to God (Nehemiah 4:4-5) – When scorned, Nehemiah turned to God in prayer. Similar to prayers of deliverance with which he was likely familiar (Psalms 74; 79),  Nehemiah opened his prayer by expressing honest vulnerability. He represented a despised people - not only in this current circumstance but throughout history (Genesis 12:3; Joel 3:2; Zechariah 12:2-3; Matthew 24:4-14; Luke 21:24). Nehemiah recognized God’s power and cried out to Him, asking that He would turn the enemies’ insults back on their heads. Rather than take matters into his own hands, Nehemiah understood and trusted that vengeance and judgment rightfully belong to the Lord (Romans 12:19). 

So onto the Doctrine talk
Nehemiah secured permission and delegated the workforce to rebuild Jerusalem’s wall. Even so, Nehemiah faced external and internal challenges as he sought God’s purposes. First, a Samaritan administrator’s anger manifested into ugly taunts and violent threats. Always dependent on prayer, Nehemiah turned to God. He wisely prepared his people with plans to protect themselves from the Satan-induced schemes of their enemies and encouragement to continue working. Always on the prowl, Satan wants to devour God’s people and thwart God’s plans.

Why is hardship and suffering happening?
  • Rebellion against God resulted in separation from Him and brought incalculable pain to creation (obituaries)
  • Suffering comes as a consequence of sin’s presence in our world, but God can accomplish His purposes through our suffering (dispositions)
  • Discounting the doctrine of suffering requires ignoring the reality and result of sin in our lives. (Depraved psychology)
  • Coming to terms with suffering’s source and solution requires living in the hope only Jesus provides (Unfathomable hope)
  • When I do not believe that God works through suffering, I question God’s goodness and wisdom when life gets hard, pulling away from Him rather than running to Him.
  • When I believe that God is sovereign over suffering, I know that no matter what I experience or how long it lasts, God is with me. He is working all things together for good, and He will always be with His suffering people.
God uses suffering and life’s challenges to build faithful character and draw His people closer
to Him.
– Suffering causes us to lean on, trust, and surrender to God in ways we may not have before.
– Suffering exposes our need and neediness, leading us to depend on God.
– What suffering are you undergoing today? What are you learning about yourself and your God through it?
Read More ->>

3/11/26

The problem with us and the Solution (James 4:1-10, Prov 3:1-8, 2 Peter 1:3-11))

Enjoying Being humble enough to agree with God and how this relates with drawing near to God, humbly summitting ourselves to Him (James 4:6-8). Either we resist the devil or find ourselves opposed to God. Reading James 4, there's a pattern of resisting the flesh, the world and devil I haven't noticed before. 

Fights and quarrels come from the desires that battle within (flesh). These are covetousness or self focused motives. When we desire things for our own pleasure, we aren't asking God but complaining to him (James 4:1-3). James describes this as friendship with the world as being adulterous, arousing God's jealous longing for us. (James 4:4-5). Yet God gives us more grace (Prov 3:34) when we store his commands in our heart, holding on to loyalty and kindness as a leash around your neck and a heart deep commitment to God and people (Prov 3:1-4).

Trust in the LORD with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding, seek his will in all you do and he will show you which path to take (Romans 12:1-3). Prov 3:5-6

Not impressed with your selfish wisdom, instead fear the LORD, turn away from evil. Then healing comes to your body and strength for your bones (Prov 3:7-8)

Honor the LORD with your wealth, the BEST of everything you produce, then he will provide abundantly more than we can ask or imagine (Eph 3:20) Prov 3:9-10

Don't reject or be upset by the LORD's discipline and correction, see his loving face from an elevation that gives perspective on the past and future (Heb 11-12) Prov 3:11-12

What are hearts truly hunger for is the freedom in Christ, the fruit of the Spirit, that delights our neighbor in love (Galatians 5). Joyful is the person who finds wisdom and then gains understanding (Pilgrim's Progress). This is the win-win of long life and riches and honor, personified as a guide we can embrace tightly. Prov 3:13-18

By wisdom the LORD founded the earth and by understanding created the heavens, his knowledge is rushing stream of living water and gentle dew beneath the night sky. Prov 3:19-20



Read More ->>

3/7/26

The Primacy of God's Presence — Bill Johnson on Psalm 27

Enjoying Rooted at Grace and Stop in the Name of God at Teen Challenge. On the way this morning I heard this encouraging word from Bill Johnson's The Priority of the Presence of God. Our study in rooted was on the gifts we are given are meant to be put into practice to build up others (Love God, Love People). The sermon emphasis that Biblical waiting is not passive. We want to "ambush" God and meet him where he's going to be. Like running down the field and knowing that when I get to where we're going I can catch the "hail Mary" pass. 

Here's some of the highlights.

The central conviction of the sermon: nothing the believer has access to (power, strategy, resources, relationships) compares to the value of God's presence. David's declaration in Psalm 27:4 sets the tone. With a kingdom at his disposal, his singular ask was to dwell in the house of the Lord and gaze on His beauty. That priority, Johnson argues, is the organizing principle of a stable and fruitful life.

Intimacy over achievement. The biblical witness is consistent that God Himself is the reward, not merely what He provides. David writes in Psalm 16:11 that fullness of joy is in His presence. Moses, in Exodus 33:15, refuses to advance without God accompanying Israel — a remarkable posture given the urgency of leading a nation. Jeremiah 9:23–24 reinforces this by declaring that the only worthy boast is knowing God. Presence is the inheritance, not a means to something else.

Scripture as the believer's refuge in crisis. Johnson emphasizes an immediate turn to God's Word during difficulty, not as a last resort but as a first instinct. Psalm 119:105 describes the Word as a lamp to the feet. Joshua 1:8 connects courage and success directly to meditating on Scripture. Romans 10:17 reminds us that faith itself is generated by hearing the Word. The Word doesn't just comfort — it recalibrates perspective.

Devotion survives conflict. David's life proves that intimacy with God is not a luxury reserved for peaceful seasons. Hunted by Saul (1 Samuel 23:14–16), betrayed by Absalom (2 Samuel 15), and surrounded by enemies, David continued to seek the Lord before acting. Psalm 34:4 records his testimony: "I sought the Lord and He answered me." Psalm 57, written while hiding in a cave, opens with trust and ends in praise. Circumstances do not determine devotion — they reveal it.

Presence produces practical stability. This is not mysticism disconnected from daily life. Isaiah 26:3 promises perfect peace for the mind stayed on God. Philippians 4:6–7 describes the peace of God as a garrison — a military term — guarding hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. Proverbs 3:5–6 adds that trusting God with the whole heart, rather than leaning on human understanding, results in directed paths. The inner life becomes ordered when God is the center.

Waiting is weaponized expectation. Biblical waiting is not passivity. Isaiah 40:31 describes those who wait on the Lord as those who mount up with wings like eagles — an image of ascending strength, not stagnation. Lamentations 3:25–26 frames waiting as rooted in God's faithful character. Psalm 130:5–6 compares it to a watchman's alert, patient vigilance through the night. Waiting is active faith directed toward a trustworthy God.

Believers carry and host His presence. The New Testament transforms the temple metaphor. 1 Corinthians 6:19 declares that the body of the believer is a temple of the Holy Spirit. John 15:4–5 calls believers to abide in Christ as branches in a vine — presence is the condition for fruitfulness. 2 Corinthians 3:18 adds that beholding God's glory progressively transforms believers into that same image. Hosting presence is both a privilege and a calling.


Core takeaway: Every biblical category of blessing — peace, strength, wisdom, fruitfulness, influence — traces back to the same root. A life arranged around seeking and dwelling in God's presence doesn't merely receive benefits; it becomes a demonstration of what that presence produces. As Matthew 6:33 frames it, seek first the kingdom, and everything else finds its proper place.

Read More ->>

3/6/26

Nehemiah’s prayerful actions led the people to rebuild Jerusalem’s wall (Nehemiah 1-3)

 I. Nehemiah prayed in response to distressing news about Jerusalem. (Nehemiah 1)

II. Nehemiah requested and received authority to rebuild the wall. (Nehemiah 2) 

III. Nehemiah delegated the work to a people unified in purpose. (Nehemiah 3)

Aim: God rebuilds and transforms His people, unifying them in prayerful obedience. 

Applications: 

1. How does God help you respond in the midst of a crisis? 

2. What holds you back from expressing appropriate yet bold requests in prayer? 

3. How do you weave together prayer, planning, preparation, and delegation in your work for God’s glory?

1:1-3) Nehemiah learns survivors of exile are in trouble, disgrace, Jerusalem broken

4-11) Mourned and fasted for days (4) then praised LORD God for covenant of love (5), confessed sins and disobedience (6-7) unfaithful scattered, yet return and obey are redeemed by God's strength (8-10) give servant success/favor from king (11)

2:1-4) King Artaxerxes noticed his Nehemiah's sad heart, he fearfully tells king Jerusalem destroyed, the king ask what Nehemiah wants

4-5) Praying first Nehemiah asked to rebuild the city of Judah

6-9) king asks how long, so he set a time and asked for letters to governors safety, timbers and army officers and cavalry

10) Sanballat Horonite and Tobiah Ammonie disturded by welfare

11-12) Jerusalem 3 days, at night, kept God's desire in heart

13-16) examined the whole city at night, without anyone knowing

17-18) see trouble, Jerusalem ruins, rebuild the wall, God's gracious hand, they began good work

19-20) mocked, accused of rebelling, "God of heaven will give us success, servants not you

1. Sheep Gate (vv.1–2):

High priest Eliashib leads. Priests rebuild and dedicate the gate, extending to two towers. Jericho men and Zakkur repair nearby sections.

2. Fish Gate (vv.3–5):
Sons of Hassenaah rebuild the gate structure. Several families repair adjoining walls. The men of Tekoa work, but their nobles refuse.

3. Jeshanah Gate to Broad Wall (vv.6–12):
Joiada and Meshullam repair the gate. Builders include officials, craftsmen, and residents. Shallum leads with the help of his daughters.

4. Valley Gate to Dung Gate (vv.13–14):
Hanun and Zanoah rebuild the Valley Gate and repair 1,000 cubits of wall. Malkijah repairs the Dung Gate.

5. Fountain Gate to House of the Heroes (vv.15–16):
Shallun repairs the Fountain Gate and walls near the Pool of Siloam and King’s Garden. Work continues past David’s tombs.

6. Levite Sections (vv.17–19):
Levites lead major repairs by district. Rehum, Hashabiah, and Binnui organize the work. Ezer repairs near the armory ascent.

7. Angle to High Priest’s House (vv.20–21):
Baruch works “with zeal.” Meremoth completes another section near Eliashib’s house.

8. Homes and Local Sections (vv.22–25):
Priests and residents repair sections near their own homes. The work extends toward the palace tower.

9. Ophel to Water Gate (vv.26–27):
Temple servants repair near Ophel. The men of Tekoa return and complete a second assignment.

10. Horse Gate to Sheep Gate (vv.28–32):
Priests, guards, craftsmen, and merchants repair sections near their homes and trades. The wall closes where it began at the Sheep Gate.

  • The phrase "next to him / next to them" recurs ~30 times — creating a chain-link structure. No gap. No break in the line.
  • The wall is described moving counterclockwise around Jerusalem, creating a sense of encirclement and completion.
  • Several workers repair "in front of his own house" (vv. 10, 23, 28–29) — proximity creates ownership.
  • Read More ->>

    Called to Hard Things The Doctrine of the Cross for a Believer

    Burden begins the work of faith. Nehemiah did not ignore Jerusalem’s ruin. He mourned, prayed, then acted (Nehemiah 1:3–4; 2:4–5). The burden was not an obstacle. It was the assignment. God often begins His work by placing a weight on the heart of a willing servant (Galatians 6:2; Isaiah 6:8).

    The cross defines true discipleship. Jesus set the standard. “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me” (Luke 9:23). This is not advanced Christianity. It is the baseline. A life centered on Christ cannot also be centered on self (Luke 14:27; Galatians 2:20).

    Nehemiah 1–3 shows a man holding multiple legitimate obligations simultaneously, his professional role, his people, his king, his God and navigating them without abandoning any carelessly. He did not use one as an excuse to avoid another. He prayed before he planned, surveyed before he spoke, organized before he built, and trusted God's provision at every stage.

    For men whose burdens overlap, where work identity, marital faithfulness, and physical limitation all press at once, the call is the same as Nehemiah's: not to resolve the tension before acting, but to bring the whole weight of it to God in prayer, and then move in the direction He opens. The burden does not disqualify. It is the context in which God demonstrates His power through surrendered, cross-bearing men.

    God’s strength makes the burden bearable. Kingdom work cannot be sustained by human effort alone. Christ calls the weary to Himself and promises rest for those who take His yoke (Matthew 11:28–30). God’s power accomplishes what human strength cannot (2 Corinthians 12:9–10; Ephesians 3:20–21).

    Prayer comes before planning and action. Nehemiah prayed before he approached the king and before he rebuilt the wall (Nehemiah 1:5–11; 2:4). Jesus modeled the same pattern throughout His ministry (Mark 1:35; Luke 5:16). Prayer aligns the servant with the will of God before the work begins.

    Following Christ means dying to self. Scripture draws a clear line. Those who belong to Christ crucify the desires of the flesh (Galatians 5:24). Jesus taught that losing life for His sake is the path to finding it (Matthew 16:24–25; John 12:24–25). Self-rule and Christ-rule cannot coexist.

    God’s purposes are larger than our plans. Nehemiah’s mission was part of God’s covenant story for His people. Scripture reminds believers that God “works all things according to the counsel of his will” (Ephesians 1:11). What He accomplishes through His people always exceeds human imagination (Ephesians 3:20; Proverbs 19:21).

    Suffering often confirms obedience. Hardship does not signal failure in God’s work. Scripture repeatedly frames suffering as refinement and growth (James 1:2–4; Romans 5:3–5; 1 Peter 4:12–13). The cost of following Christ carries eternal reward (2 Corinthians 4:16–18).

    The cross for a believer calls for complete devotion to God. God desires and deserves to be the top priority in a believer’s life. The sin of idolatry involves putting anything ahead of God. What do you prioritize more than God?

    The cross for a believer includes selfless service to others. Selflessness allows a believer to flourish and experience immeasurable joy. How have selfish thoughts, attitudes, and actions stunted your spiritual health and joy? In what ways do you reflect the selflessness Jesus has exercised toward you?

    Biblical themes that shape the message

    • Cross-bearing discipleship: The cross is real weight, yet Christ’s yoke is light when carried in His strength (Luke 9:23; Matthew 11:28–30).
    • Prayer as the posture of faith: Burden must lead first to prayer (Nehemiah 1:4; Philippians 4:6–7).
    • Faithful suffering across history: God’s servants consistently carried burdens for His purposes (Daniel 9:3; Esther 4:14; Hebrews 11:32–38).
    • Dying to self and living for God: The self-centered life is idolatry (Colossians 3:5), while Christ calls believers to His pattern of humility (Philippians 2:5–8).
    • Kingdom priorities: Seek first the kingdom of God rather than personal gain (Matthew 6:33).
    • God’s surpassing power: The work succeeds because God acts through surrendered people (Ephesians 3:20–21; Zechariah 4:6).
    • Joy through endurance: The believer can endure hardship with hope because Christ sustains them (James 1:12; Philippians 4:11–13).
    • A life built on the right foundation: Obedience to Christ builds on rock, not sand (Matthew 7:24–27).

    Read More ->>