4/21/26

Holocaust Survivor Testimony at my work (CHAI)

This is the testimony of Janet Applefield (born Gustava/"Giga"), a Jewish child survivor from Kraków, Poland, one of only 11 children to survive a specific camp. She was 4 when the war began and was eventually given away by her parents to save her life.

Story Highlights

  • The family's world before the war A warm, multi-generational Jewish family. Janet was pampered as the first grandchild. Her "Aryan appearance" (blonde, green eyes) would become a survival tool.
  • The invasion and flight (1939) German bombing began September 1. The family fled east toward Russia, dodging low flying aircraft (German strafen ("to punish")), crossing rivers on foot. Her father found them through a newspaper ad.
  • Russia two tragedies Two uncles were lured to a "town hall for jobs," marched to a ravine, and shot. Her grandparents, who refused to return to Poland, were deported to Siberian slave labor.
  • Return to Nazi-occupied Poland Her father was arrested as a suspected communist. Jews were forced to wear armbands. Gestapo raided homes for valuables. The family tried to escape by train.
  • The escape attempt that failed August 1942 a moonlit night, a horse and wagon, and Polish "blue police" who beat the family with clubs until they bled. No place to hide.
  • The agonizing decision Her parents separated to improve the odds of one surviving. They gave Janet to Maria, a cousin's nanny. Her last words from her parents: "Be good, be strong, be brave we will be reunited soon." ("Be strong and courageous")
  • Bełżec death camp Approximately 12,000 people were assembled in an open field. Men selected for slave labor. Elderly and children shot into mass graves. The remaining 53 boxcars traveled 5 days to Bełżec. 600,000 murdered in 6 months. Janet's mother, grandmother, aunt, and 3-year-old cousin Anushka were among them.
  • Hidden with cousin Lala / false Catholic identity Janet became "Krisha" (Christina Antoshevich) — identity taken from the birth certificate of a dead Catholic girl, obtained from a Catholic priest. Lala was cruel, beating Janet with a fireplace poker and telling her "Your mother is dead, she's never coming back."
  • Abandoned in Kraków Left alone in a church at 7 years old when Lala was arrested by the Gestapo. A woman found her weeping on the street and sheltered her. She was eventually placed on a Catholic Church-owned farm.
  • Survival through performance When the blue police arrived at the farm, Janet instinctively sang and danced to distract them. They laughed, drank vodka, and left.
  • Plaszów concentration camp / reunion with father Her father survived a gunshot wound to the face with no medical treatment. After liberation, they reunited. They eventually emigrated to the U.S. via Paris.
  • Legacy Janet earned a BA and master's degree, raised three children, lost her oldest son David six years ago. She testified before the Massachusetts legislature, which then mandated Holocaust education. She authored Becoming Janet, with her grandson designing the cover.

Christian Concepts That Were Ignored or Violated

These are the theological failures the testimony exposes — many perpetrated by people who identified as Christian.

1. Imago Dei — Every person bears God's image Genesis 1:26–27 is foundational. The Nazi ideology systematically stripped Jews of human dignity — armbands, ghetto walls, boxcars, mass graves. To dehumanize is to deny the image of God in another person. Many perpetrators were baptized Christians.

2. "Love your neighbor as yourself" (Matthew 22:39) Jesus called this the second greatest commandment. The "blue police" — Polish, nominally Christian — beat a bleeding father and his terrified family with clubs for trying to survive. Collaboration with evil is not neutrality; it is a direct violation of this command.

3. "Do not murder" (Exodus 20:13 / Matthew 5:21–22) Jesus expanded this to include contempt and hatred. Six million Jews were murdered. The command was not merely broken — it was institutionalized.

4. Protection of the vulnerable (Psalm 82:3–4; Isaiah 1:17) "Defend the weak and the fatherless; uphold the cause of the poor and the oppressed." Janet was a 7-year-old child wandering alone, weeping on a Kraków street. Most walked past. The biblical call to protect the vulnerable was culturally abandoned.

5. Hospitality to strangers (Hebrews 13:2; Leviticus 19:34) "Do not forget to show hospitality to strangers." The Jewish people were strangers in occupied lands — and were hunted rather than sheltered. Hebrews 13:2 echoes the angelic hospitality theme that runs through all of Scripture.

6. Silence in the face of injustice (Proverbs 31:8–9; Ezekiel 3:18) "Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves." Many European churches were silent. Pope Pius XII's silence remains one of the most contested failures of institutional Christianity in the 20th century. Silence, biblically, is complicity.

7. Bearing false witness / propaganda (Exodus 20:16) Nazi anti-Semitic propaganda was the engine of genocide. Dehumanizing lies — that Jews were vermin, communists, sub-human — were spread through a society with deep Christian roots. Falsehood in service of hatred violates the 9th commandment at a civilizational scale.

8. Antisemitism rooted in theological distortion Replacement theology, misapplied "Christ-killer" rhetoric, and centuries of church-sanctioned anti-Jewish prejudice created the cultural soil in which genocide grew. This is a painful indictment. Malachi 3:6 — "I the LORD do not change; so you, the descendants of Jacob, are not destroyed" — stands as God's own covenant fidelity against any theology that writes Israel off.

Where Christian Conscience DID Appear

The testimony is not without grace. Several people acted on what Christian conscience demands:

PersonAct
Alicia GoaSheltered a weeping, abandoned 7-year-old stranger at great personal risk
The Catholic farm administratorHid Janet on church-owned land
The Catholic priestProvided a birth certificate that became a survival document
The unknown woman under the capeThe woman who pulled Janet close in the street, the most Christlike act in the story
The German foremanSlipped Janet's father extra bread in the concentration camp

These are echoes of the Righteous Among the Nations people who, at risk of death, chose the costly path of obedience. Dietrich Bonhoeffer called it "the view from below." Janet's testimony is ultimately a call back to that standard.

Janet's own conclusion: "The smallest acts of kindness have a ripple effect... I am the voice of all those people whose voices were so brutally taken from them."

That is, at its core, a profoundly biblical statement and a rebuke to every generation that forgets it.

Immigration, foreigners' and natives from the perspective of Holiness and Love (Lev 19, Matt 22:37-39, 2 Chron 7)

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4/20/26

Let God show you the path of life today (Psalm 16:11, John 14:6)

You will show me the path of life; in Your presence is fullness of joy; at Your right hand are pleasures forevermore. — Psalm 16:11

My friend and prayer partner Gloria sends me a text message every morning. She always encourages me and builds up my soul. We get to pray every Thursday with my mom, Robb, Tony, Russ and Karen. It's awesome. It helps me to pray for all the things in ministry, our church, our community and world. It started as Alpha Prayer for twin cities and five state area. Then morphed into Alpha at Teen Challenge Campuses. Here's today's message.

 Good morning!!

 You will show me the path of life; In Your presence is fullness of joy; At Your right hand are pleasures forevermore. Psalm 16:11

  There are times I realize  that I miss out on certain things because I'm not fully focused on the present. I am asking Jesus to help me be aware of all that He brings to my life each day.

  My desire is to be fully present, basking in the pleasures of Jesus as He guides me through out my life.

  Jesus loves you and so do I 

David wrote Psalm 16:11 from a place of deep trust. He knew that God was not a distant guide pointing from afar, but a close companion walking beside him every step. Jesus made this same promise when He said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life" (John 14:6). He does not just show us the path. He is the path.

There are times when life moves fast and our minds race ahead to tomorrow, or drift back to yesterday. In those moments, we miss what God is doing right now. Moses learned this at the burning bush. He had to stop, turn aside, and look before God spoke (Exodus 3:3-4). Presence requires attention.

Jesus modeled this beautifully. He stopped for blind Bartimaeus when the crowd pressed on (Mark 10:49). He paused for the woman who touched His robe (Luke 8:45). He noticed. He was fully present. And He invites us into that same awareness.

Paul reminds us, "This is the day the Lord has made" (Psalm 118:24), and that we should "give thanks in all circumstances" (1 Thessalonians 5:18). Gratitude is one of the greatest tools for staying present. When we say thank you for what is in front of us, we stop rushing past it.

The promise of Psalm 16:11 is not just for heaven. Fullness of joy is available today, in His presence, on this ordinary morning. As we walk with Jesus, He fills each moment with meaning, with beauty, and with Himself.

"The Lord your God is with you wherever you go." — Joshua 1:9

  • Psalm 23:3"He leads me in paths of righteousness" — a companion to Psalm 16:11 on guidance
  • John 10:10"I came that they may have life and have it abundantly" — the fullness Jesus brings
  • Philippians 4:11 — Paul learning contentment in the present, whatever the circumstance
  • Matthew 6:34 — Jesus' direct teaching on not borrowing anxiety from tomorrow
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4/18/26

How can we know we are "repenting" (Malachi 3:6-7)

"I the Lord do not change...Return to me, and I will return to you,” says the Lord Almighty." Malachi 3:6-7

God uses material faithfulness as the proving ground for spiritual trust and formation. The themes flow from covenant to conduct to consequence.

1. God's unchanging covenant is the foundation God's faithfulness is not reactive. It is predetermined and rooted in His promises to Jacob (Mal. 3:6; Rom. 11:28–29). Israel's survival is not due to performance but covenantal commitment (Deut. 7:9; Lam. 3:22–23). This establishes trust. Return is always possible because God does not change (Mal. 3:6; Heb. 13:8).

2. Return to God is expressed through tangible obedience "Return to me" is not abstract (Mal. 3:7). It is demonstrated through tithes, offerings, and stewardship (Mal. 3:8–10). Withholding is framed as distrust and misalignment with God's order. Giving becomes a diagnostic of the heart (Matt. 6:21; Luke 16:10–11).

3. Stewardship reveals spiritual alignment Material resources are positioned as "very little" (Luke 16:10). Yet they expose deeper loyalties (Luke 16:11–12). Faithfulness in money equals faithfulness in trust. Mismanagement signals divided allegiance. You cannot serve both God and money (Luke 16:13; Matt. 6:24).

4. God invites testing in one domain to build trust in all domains Malachi presents a rare invitation. Test God through obedience in giving (Mal. 3:10). The outcome is provision, protection, and overflow (Mal. 3:10–11; Phil. 4:19). This is not transactional prosperity. It is relational validation of trust (John 14:21; James 2:18).

5. Blessing includes provision, protection, and public witness The "windows of heaven" represent sufficiency (Mal. 3:10; Ps. 78:23–24). The "rebuked devourer" represents protection from loss (Mal. 3:11). The result is external credibility. Others recognize God's favor (Mal. 3:12; Matt. 5:16). The community becomes a signal.

6. Tithing trains the fear of the Lord Deuteronomy clarifies intent (Deut. 14:22–23). Giving is formative, not merely financial. It teaches reverence, dependence, and worship. The outcome is wisdom, knowledge, and understanding (Prov. 9:10; Ps. 111:10). Fear of the Lord is the gateway to all three (Job 28:28; Isa. 33:6).

7. Generosity is designed to sustain community and justice Provision extends beyond the giver. Levites, foreigners, widows, and the fatherless are included (Deut. 14:28–29; Mal. 3:5). This embeds equity into the system (Lev. 19:9–10; Amos 5:24). Kingdom economics are communal, not individualistic (Acts 2:44–45; 2 Cor. 8:13–15).

8. True riches are spiritual, not material Jesus reframes value. Money is "unrighteous wealth" (Luke 16:11). True riches are the life of the Spirit. Righteousness, peace, joy, wisdom, and empowerment (Rom. 14:17; 1 Cor. 1:30; Eph. 1:3). Material trust is preparation for spiritual entrustment (Luke 16:11–12; 1 Tim. 6:17–19).

9. Faith is developed through constraint before abundance "Very little" is intentional (Luke 16:10). It is the training environment. Trusting God in scarcity builds capacity for abundance (Deut. 8:2–3; 2 Cor. 9:8). This aligns with Paul's learned contentment across all conditions (Phil. 4:11–13; Heb. 13:5).

10. The end goal is Spirit-enabled purpose and impact The Holy Spirit brings wisdom, understanding, counsel, might, and knowledge (Isa. 11:2; 1 Cor. 12:7–11). These enable God's work through people. Like Bezalel, individuals are empowered for specific kingdom assignments (Exod. 31:3–5). Faithful stewardship unlocks participation in that work (Matt. 25:21; Eph. 2:10).


In summary, the passage teaches a progression. Covenant leads to trust (Mal. 3:6; Rom. 8:28). Trust is proven through stewardship (Luke 16:10–12). Stewardship forms reverence (Deut. 14:23). Reverence unlocks wisdom and Spirit-led living (Prov. 9:10; Isa. 11:2). Material faithfulness becomes the gateway to true spiritual riches (Luke 16:11; Eph. 1:3).

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4/17/26

God Keeps His Promises The Doctrine of Covenants

"I the Lord do not change...Return to me, and I will return to you,” says the Lord Almighty." Malachi 3:6-7

Through Malachi, God expressed love to Israel but also spoke His rebuke and discipline to wayward priests and people. Their disregard for God, demonstrated through lackluster sacrifices and disobedience in marriage, led to God’s just judgment. Even so, God persevered in love and called Israel to return to Him - promising He would return to them

A covenant is a binding promise that God initiates. In Malachi 2:4–5, God refers to His covenant with Levi as a relationship marked by “life and peace.” This shows that a covenant is not just a contract. It is relational. God gives life, peace, and purpose. Often there is a sign or structure that represents it, but the core is trust between God and His people.

Next, the human side. Malachi 2:8 and 2:10 show failure. The priests and the people “turned aside” and “broke faith.” In Malachi 2:14, even marriage is described as a covenant, and breaking it reflects a deeper spiritual problem. We see a pattern. God keeps His promises, but people do not

  • This is where conditional covenants come into focus. God says, in effect, if you walk with me, there is blessing. If you turn away, there are consequences. The issue is not that God fails. The issue is that people do.

Then comes the critical insight. Even when people break covenant, God does not abandon His promises. This is where unconditional covenant appears. Malachi 3:1 points forward to a coming messenger and ultimately the Messiah. This connects to God’s earlier promise to Abraham that through his offspring all people would be blessed. That promise does not depend on human perfection. It depends on God’s character.

So the doctrine reduces to a clear principle. God makes promises based on His love and character. Some require human response. All depend on His faithfulness. People often break their side. God never breaks His.

"Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you" is a famous Bible verse (James 4:8) promising that as people take steps towards God through repentance, prayer, and devotion, He actively responds with His presence, forgiveness, and love. It is an invitation to deepen a relationship with God, often interpreted as a call to turn away from distractions and align one’s heart with Him.

How are you responding to God's promises this week? What a favorite promise that reminds your heart to abide in Christ? 

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4/13/26

Fear and Reverence in Las Vegas (Malachi 1-4)

Malachi 1-4 

"I the Lord do not change...Return to me, and I will return to you,says the Lord Almighty." Malachi 3:6-7



Kim and I are celebrating 20 years of marriage this weekend in Las Vegas! We're taking a short trip to rest, eat good food, and have fun at our hotel. We're also studying the book of Malachi together from our Bible class, which makes it extra special.

Right outside our hotel is something amazing called the Sphere. It's a giant round building covered in lights and moving pictures. Right now it's showing the Wizard of Oz, with all its bright colors lighting up the night sky.

That got me thinking. In the Wizard of Oz, Dorothy does things wrong, gets lost far from home, and has to figure out how to get back. The whole story is really about going home.

The book of Malachi is kind of like that too. God shows His people the wrong things they've been doing things that might seem small or easy to ignore and lights them up in full color so they're impossible to miss. Like when Dorothy's world went from black and white to bright, beautiful color.

And just like Dorothy, God's people wanted to run away from their problems. But God says: running away isn't the answer. The real question is, "How do I get back home? How do I get back to the God I love?"

That's the heart of Malachi. And honestly? It's a pretty good question for all of us.

AIM: Fear and Reverence is the right response to who God is

His name reveals who He is. Fear of the Lord is the response to who He is. Reverence for His name is that same fear given expression in speech, worship, and life. One is the inward posture; the other is the outward testimony of the same reality.

Malachi 2:5 may be the single most powerful verse showing their unity, a man who truly fears the Lord will stand in awe of His name. They cannot be separated.

A) Lord provides covenantal law, yet God's people violate the law and are cursed (1-2:12)

B) Only the Lord can restore the Covenant, making our lives acceptable to the Lord (2:13-3:4)

C) Fear and reverence to the Lord is the way to return to Him (3:5-4:6)

1-5) Lord to Israel through Malachi, Love revealed in comparison, see Edomites curse

6-14) Honor system broken-vows/cheating/defiled sacrifice father/master/God's name 

  • "good will donations" - garbage not fit for use and quality gifts (I've done both), Malachi 1:14

2:1-6) Priest listen/resolve: honor/revere God's name - else blessings are cursed, Levi covenant: Life (reverence, instruction) + Peace (uprightness, turned many from sin)

  •  Lord help me listen and resolve to honor your name today, live in covenant

7-9) Priest preserve knowledge as messenger of Lord Almighty who people seek, violate Levi's covenant (partiality law): many stumble, humiliated

10-12) God created us, yet Judah unfaithful desecrated Lord sanctuary wives worship foreign god, remove him regardless of offering brought.

B) Only the Lord can restore the Covenant, making our lives acceptable to the Lord (2:13-3:4)
13-16) flood Lord's altar tears, not accepted because of unfaithfulness, divorce is violence, faithfulness protects.  (Malachi 2:13)
17) Wearied Lord w/words "all who do evil/good w/Lord, pleased w/them" "God's Justice?"
3:1-4) Messenger prepares, refiner's fire, so men offer righteousness, acceptable to Lord
C) Fear and reverence to the Lord is the way to return to Him (3:5-4:6)
5) Lord's trial against (relational sins from lack of reverence) sorcerers, adulterers, perjurers, defraud laborers, oppress widows/fatherless, deprive foreigners justice, no fear of Lord Almighty
6-12) Lord's consistent decree, "Return to me, and I will return to you" tithe, exponential blessing
13-15) Arrogant speech against God, grumbles about serving, envies evildoers
16-18) Fear God speech, Lord listened, restores eyes to see right from wicked, peaceful yoke
4:1-3) Day coming evildoers on fire, no root or branch/ revere God's name righteousness rises like the healing sun
  • Today is the day of repentance Hebrews 3-4
4-6) Remember Moses law, Elijah (John the Baptist), repent the kingdom is near!

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